Little pieces of lil'binbin

Happy water dragon year!

2012-01-27T01:02:00.001+08:00

Revelation of a new year: work hard towards it. Complain less. Keep with the flow. Love those who loved you back. Party as if everyday is a Friday wtf😂

First jump for the new year! :) yahooooooo!

2012

2012-01-06T03:39:00.001+08:00

Welcome to my crazy life.

Star gazing moment

2011-11-29T00:19:00.001+08:00

Dreams are like stars, you may never touch them but if you follow them, they will lead you to your destiny.

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2011-10-14T02:07:00.001+08:00

A heartache I can't explain. I can feel it is crushing inside me, every move requires so much effort and energy. What is going on? :(

and it goes like this

2011-10-01T14:04:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i think is good to get high, i let my guard off and discover what it has been inside me all the time.

FTS

2011-09-26T00:24:00.002+08:00

FUCK THIS SHIT!!!!

Argh, I'm about to burst when i read the email, like seriously, of course i have an eff-ing valid reason to apply 3 months ahead for the stupid application??

i couldn't believe that few weeks back i was one of the in charged of the department event and now i feel fucked up because of it too (for many reasons). wtf

You're officially ma bitch! Arghhhhhh!!

LOL

2011-07-06T15:14:00.003+08:00

yesterday i was FTA-ing in office.
Suddenly a chatbox with 14 people in it popped out.
Fuh! I thought what happen?
it was actually, JW wanted to ask all her associates where to get velo binding
hardly anyone replied
one told her go google, the rest mou diu
i was staring blank at the chatbox, mou diu-ing too, but chattin with Daren about it on another box
JW saw no one replied, she left
in split seconds, everyone spamming the chatbox with full of sarcasm
Daren and i giggled like maddddddd.....

HAHAHAHA can die.

Nemo nemo i wanna shuddup.

2011-07-06T13:44:00.004+08:00

Okay I don't know where to start but don't expect me to blog a cheerful bubbly post about myself now as I'm not in the mood at all. Many things happen lately to make me feel so caught up, i don't know what to do and with me being sick, it totally bring down all the emotions.

Today i woke up with a bad sore throat, many ulcers and a slight fever on my forehead. feeling crappy, i went to work as usual. After the long drive and got stuck in a jam, i felt dizzy and headache when i reached the office. Decided to drop dept sec a message and went off on ML. sigh. I can barely talk and eat properly now with so many ulcers in the mouth. :(

Work. i'm glad to say i've been promoted to associate year 2 early this July, and my 10 months here i've made a lot of good friends in office. But lately my department had a reshuffling in grouping sad to say that I've been thrown into a shit-hole group with seniors who made their fame being nasty towards associates. In contrast, the whole gang of colleagues which i am hanging out with and work along with is in Group1. Fml! i've to admit this groupin' thing totally knock me off by bringing down my emotion to negative, to the extent i've the tendency to tell my manager i want to resign from the event organizing committee. How can i possibly organize anything for the department when me myself is in this devastating state? Sigh. In order to console my misery, i went out with Jox to blurt out all the shit things to her till late night.

Despite work, got pretty frustrated at myself too. Just like what i've tweeted weeks ago, " i think honesty may not always be the best policy", i feel that things are not flowing the way i expect it to be after being honest towards a friend. Instead of getting a mutual understanding to improve the situation, it seems like there's a barrier in communication now, mind you this is what another friend told me what she has noticed, guess is not me being over sensitive after all. However, i've tried my best to reconcile but doesn't really seems to work anyway, i can't be always the one making an initiative over things, tired. Since things are off my hands now, all i wish is all of us can have a good talk about it but seems like is quite impossible. Nevertheless, i'm still being positive over it.

Yesterday night i went yumcha with Heng, is been ages since i last met up with him. I know i can't blame him anymore as he is no longer single. i'm glad that he has finally found himself a gf and committed in a true relationship no more emo nemo being single and lonely. i always thought that he wanted a Heineken opener, bought him one from Heineken Experience at Amsterdam, but ended up he chose a UK coaster over the opener, -_- you're one weird ball ya know? During yumcha, since we kinda free with nothing to do, we decided to call JE to play a prank on her. Fooling around for half an hour over the phone, we laughed our heads off in the mamak at the expense of JE. After i went home, feeling kinda bad over it, wanted to say i'm sorry about it. :/

I've been a nemo lately, i like to stone and keep picking on myself most of the time. my nails, my hair, my clothes, my shoes, my laptop, my work etc every single thing about me. jeez. being a nemo, i ended up with a bad haircut. fml. my fringe now makes me look like a 12 years old kid. effff!

oh-oh, went to watch Transformers 3 in cinema on Monday night. The movie was kinda cool but what caught me the most in the movie was the last couple of minutes what Rosie Huntington said, "Megatron, you're just going to be Sentinel's bitch. Haha, kill me now!" totally cracks me up!!

oh shucks, what an absurd long fragmented post! The drugs kicking in, i'm going to bed now, my heart is on MC. :(

30062011

2011-06-30T00:09:00.002+08:00

Don't know how it started and ended like this, but I'm gonna leave the world outside, for a while maybe.

Tonight I'm a nemo *wtf*, oklar good night @lilbinbin. =/

I AM SO SAD

2011-05-16T00:11:00.002+08:00

So much for all the hardwork. thank you! If no love is given, don't you expect me to give it back at all. I hate to see this in me, one simple email drains every bit of motivation out of me, and now I feel so fucked up on a Sunday night.

I am trying to be very positive about this, but when I see myself doing the same thing again, going through the hard time again in less than 6 months and knowing the outcome will be like this, I am cross road. sigh.

The old saying hit my head, "when life gives you lemon, make lemonade". Yes meh? Easier said than done la. wtf.

Taurean, Happy Birthday!

2011-05-10T22:50:00.007+08:00

I know I'm a little late to blog about this. What about? This post is dedicated to myself, Li Ping a.k.a lil'binbin, Happy a quarter year old! :)

Many months ago before my birthday, I have a random thought about my own birthday this year, I plan not to celebrate, not to party, not to drink and plan not to blow the candles! The ultimate plan is to cheat my birthday!! Muahaha! Oklah, sounds so lame. Generally, what I want this year is to keep it low because I still couldn't believe how fast time passes by. Now that I look back I find that I am so much different from who I am 8 years ago when I just came to this city, no simple words can describe how I felt about this 8 years of good and bad times I've been through except for a :) .

Although now that I'm 25, the number went up a little, but there are things that didn't change but simply got better is that I have friends around me to make an effort to celebrate my birthday. This year is a little special, I had my birthday in Singapore at the expense of my study leave. hehe! Yes yes, I'm abusing it.

I celebrated my birthday quite a number of times. Let the picture do the talking and be my memory for being 25! :D

A birthday tart from @KAYNZ

Post Birthday dinner @ Beer Market! :D

Me and my love-shape birthday cake. lil'binbin feel so loved.

This is before they try really hard to bring me down. Mission failed! :P

The last birthday celebration @ Jake's. :) Why they give me 3 candles la.

In the end, I guess I fail to cheat my own birthday, and instead I'm very happy to have them to celebrate that me is getting old. haha.

lil'binbin is a happy girl! :D

A picture to prove.
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I look like a cartoon omg wtf!

Sunday, I want to let it out.

2011-04-03T14:38:00.004+08:00

I've said it so many times to myself, after this long engagement I'll have a lot to talk about and I can probably write a blog about all the emotions I have experienced. So it is true, I really need to sit down and blog about it.

After 5 months working with a team of people I barely know, I can draw the conclusion that working in a team with so many people with a boss who has absolute no people management skills can give you abundance of stress. Work stress aside, I think I learned how to tolerate mental stress I get from my boss in the team, and I did it pretty well along the way. Guess I've played my part well, but things doesn't always seem to be smooth and easy even if I've tried my best. It turned out to be pretty bad in the end especially the last 2 weeks and I've almost reach my tolerance for all the shit and bad attitude I received. For all the hardwork and hours I pull in to get the job done, all I wanted is a token of appreciation in the form of words and gestures, is the little things that make all the difference. Sigh.

I rant to my friends and I rant to myself sometimes. It sucks. Oh well, like I always believe, it will never be smooth sailing throughout one's entire career life, I shall take it as an experience to learn and to remind myself what to and not to do in the future if I ever be the one leading a team. I shall stick to my believe that every experience will be a good experience, because I get to learn something out of it to be a better person.

On the bright side, the job is over. No matter how unhappy I may be, I must get over it at least for now, after all is just work and I must see things in a bigger picture. If I ever reach a breaking point, you know what a Taurus will do. Moreover, bad situations get people closer too, I made a couple of good friends in this engagement, at least at the end of all the bullshit we get, we still have each other to go party and let it all out. :)

It's time to wrap up all the bad mood, and start running baby! I've got more things to look ahead and to decide for this year. *wink*

A new begining and I hope is a good one.

2011-01-23T20:04:00.003+08:00

Just realized that I haven't posted anything for 2011.

As usual, I am a person who will never set myself any new year resolutions so it shall be the same this year. You might wonder why I never, reason being I believe that if I set myself something to achieve also means I am limiting myself to achieve the limited things only and also prediciting what I might do this year. I've always like to do things spontaneously and never want to know what will happen in the future, yes somehow I like the feeling of walking into the dark and discover things as time comes. Maybe this is also the reason why some people including my family think that I'm very uncertain.
-_-But one thing I will always keep in mind every year, I will try to learn to be a better person, especially to all the people I love. Forgive me if I've been lousy to you.

I don't know what's going to happen in this 12 months but somehow, I have a feeling I am going to do something major in 2011. :)

Happy Birthday Patrick.

2011-01-23T16:55:00.009+08:00

Just like every year, regardless whether she is reading or not, I will dedicate a post to my BFF on her birthday.

I shall do a twitter style, so canggih now.

@KAYNZ Happy getting old, never knew I will not get to celebrate your big day with you this year *sad*, simply means no party no alcohol no making you puke at the bar *double sad*, and no reason to go zouk and party *i hate you*! Hehe. Joking. Ok be serious, Happy 25th Birthday darling, you're always and will always be someone I'm happy and grateful to have in my life, I think I can only describe how close you are to me by telling you one thing. Eversince you're away or even before you left, almost everyone I met asked me the same one question, "How are you doing without KN?". My reply, "Simply awesome with a big smile" *Biggest lie of the year wtf* and that explains all the bitching about you being away. HAHAHA.

Patrick.

For your 25th birthday,

I wish you well and live a happy life in Singapore. My six sense tells me you'll do great. Trust my six sense for once please please please *shy*. Maybe one day you'll get a call from me to tell you I'm coming over too! hahaha.

Be good, call me often ok? I miss you.

xoxo. <3>
lil'binbin.

2010

2010-12-29T17:30:00.012+08:00

I have so much to share for 2010, be prepared for a super lengthy post.

First of all, the major change in 2010 is that I've finally quit college life, working full time in a small-medium audit firm as an auditor. Working life is so much different, it's so committed, routine, monday blues, i can't wake up so early, monthly commitment and bla bla bla..etc! Generally speaking, is no longer a carefree life like I used to have back then, and is not interesting at all. Nevertheless I must write a post for this year so that I'll always remember 2010 I've ups and downs or just in case if I ever met an accident lost my memory at least I still have this post to trace back some memories?! haha ok, i can be so f.o.s.

So here's a recap of 2010.

1. I tried to learn how to play guitar from my sifu (Jian theConverse), or at least learn how to play Happy Birthday song but it didn't worked out at all. FAIL. I guess my fingers are too rusty for music now, or is it sign of old age? =/ no way, I'm gonna try again next year ! you'll see!

Hey I'm playing C chord!

2. I mentioned that I was working right? Well, although I'm workin' for a small medium firm but I was lucky enough to be given an opportunity to fly to Bangkok for a week for a special job. It was definitely a fun and memorable trip albeit to the very tight working schedule.

3. Right before Chinese New Year burglars broke into my house, I lost my pink colour bimbo Dell laptop. Luckily dad came into the rescue and bought me a new love "Asus" , no is not "Mac" ok? :S

4. Daddy gave me a Blackberry Curve as a present for my graduation in 2009. I think I wasn't very loyal to it, everyone around me was using iPhone 3Gs and guess what, I succumb to iPhone. I came out with a brilliant plan when dad says he wanted a smartphone too, he can have my BB, I can have iPhone as another present for graduation! Awesome possum! :) But I lost it one month just before the new year.

Action cam! One of the best photo apps!

5. I've completed 3 10km marathons this year, and it seems like is getting less challenging for all of us because we don't get so exhausted as before. Maybe we really should do 21 next year? maybe only ok!

June: Standard Charted Marathon

October: Nike 101010

November: Penang Bridge Run! Spot the 21km finisher! hahaha.

6. The long planned holiday at Bandung with my girlfriends. It was totally a shopping trip and my first self paid trip too :) We had so much fun and funny stories to share, it was indeed a memorable trip. We should do it again. oh we are doing it again! :D

Best Picture

7. I have to highlight this special, cheap and nice alcohol to all of you. It's called 'soju bomb'! yes, you heard it, is soju + beer and you'll get soju bomb. Question, how to save money and get to reasonable level of tipsiness in the club? Your answer is: Pop at least 3 rounds of soju bomb 30 mins before you hit the club. The effect will be just nice by the time you get to the dance floor. Ain't it awesome?

Your must have bottle of liqour before a party

8. Another achievement of the year is I've survived 4 papers in 2 semester for my CPA Australia in one go. Although I have nothing much to brag about how outstanding my results are but oh whatever, I just can't wait to put exams to an end.

9. I went Singapore for the first time and is for Zoukout! Wooohoo. It was a memorable trip indeed if you read about my post regarding the trip.

10. Last but not least, I would like to tell the whole wide world that I'm so glad to have this group of girl friends. I may not belong to the DJ gang, may not know everyone of them long enough, may not have stories about the good old days in school, may not be a best friend to everyone of them, and sometimes even feel lost when they're talking about what happened in the past, but somehow I'm thankful that I've met them in my life. :)

xoxo. :)

2010 wasn't a smooth ride,I had ups and downs but is okay, because this is why life is so wonderful.

x0x0!

ZoukOut 2010

2010-12-21T19:12:00.005+08:00

I long wanted to write a post on my trip to Singapore. Oh yes, I'm so 'sampat', 'katak dibawah tempurung', believe it or not I've never step foot into Singapore throughout my 24 years on earth. hah! Usually people will give me this face ----> o.O" when I say 'I've never been to Singapore in my life', and then I'll reply, 'Daddy la, promise to bring me since I was 6, but the trip never turn out'. Throughout my college life, Singapore never crossed my mind as a traveling destination, hence, ended up after 24 birthdays still haven't step foot into the island. Fml.

This year 2010, I've decided to head down to Singapore for a very special event ' Zouk10ut'! It's one of the most anticipated events of the year in South East Asia, so needless to say all the Zouk regulars must make a trip for this event. I was pulled along *cough* hahah!

My less than 48 hours Singapore trip begins with:

The trip started on Saturday morning, after breakfast at Petaling Street, we hopped on the bus from KL to Singapore. I slept throughout the whole journey, only managed to get up during a pit-stop at somewhere before the custom. The journey was exceptionally long, by the time I reach Singapore is already evening. To cut the story short, we got a free fully paid room at Resort World in Singapore from Pei Pei's mother (thanks auntie) along with VIP status to enter the casino for 3 days! The highlight of VIP status is we all get FF all the time, wink!

Here are a few picture from the casino.

The three of us at the entrance

Our SMS picture, if you know what I mean. HAHAHA. *shy*

After visiting the casino, is time to change for our 'concert', that's what Pei told her mom. :P

A camwhore picture in the hotel

This is how I'm gonna parteh! so whaddup for havin' a very bad corn! BLEH.

We made it through the entrance without much hassle, got ourselves some blink blink lala rings and bracelets, hit the beach around 9 ish. That's the beginning of our Zouk1Out!!!

The Zouk1Out gang

Camwhore at the beach in front the big Zouk1Out sign. An evidence.

The party started at 8pm till 8am. Of course, we the whole gang couldn't party 12 hours, in between we spent time walking around checking out the souvenir booth, taking pictures with super hot chicks, and drinking at the bar next to the fountain. Guess what did I do? I'm so cheapo I was busy lookin' out for the girl distributing RipCurl Lanyard! HAHAHA. Couldn't get one at the end though, fail :( Zoukout was much better than I expected it has 10 bars scattered along the beach and few different stage spinning different music makes it lots better than the layout at Zoukfest in Genting. The main reason I'm tempted to go Zoukout is to see David Guetta, and I guess that's the main reason why 27,000 people turned up too, but to see him spinning live and get us all into 'club can't handle me' mood, we must stay up till 5am !!! Seriously, I nearly couldn't make it, usually 5am is the time I crash my bed after partying but 5am still standing among the crowd and waiting to dance gave me backache instead. By the time David Guetta finished playing all the top hits, I can't handle the club anymore, I just can't wait to get out of the place, get back to the hotel and CRASH!! By the time I finished showering, it already 730 am.. I've 3 hours to sleep and catch a bus at 130pm to head back to KL.

I woke up in a mess, packed my stuff, left the hotel and head to the bus station. I left at 130pm on Sunday, I think I can't say I visited Singapore because I was only there for less than 24hours. So practically I've never been to Singapore too lah! HAHAHA. :P
It was a fun partying trip that I'll remember (I bought that 30SGD Zouk1Out shirt, a lil regret), but I was quite sad too because this is the trip that's gonna make a change in 2011, if you know what I mean. You know I'll miss you. :(

Boohoo.. so sad now. wtf!
oklar signing off sob sob! I'm gonna be so emo in Jan! Fml.

All I want for Christmas...

2010-12-20T20:36:00.003+08:00

Time flies and it scares me, again, Christmas is around the corner, 2010 is coming to the end. 2 more weeks, we'll be in 2011 moving on to a whole new year. Ok, 2011 aside, that's for another post.

This post is about my wish for x'mas. (warning: is disgusting)
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I've never wish for anything on a christmas, every year on the eve, if my memory is correct I'm always drinking(no, i don't go clubbing) and having dinner with my close ones. Preferably I want to spend my x'mas chilling with people I love and have a laugh of what happened throughout the year. As for this year, I would like to make a wish. If Santa Claus truely exist, my x'mas wish for this year is to have a speedy recovery of the corn on my feet. I can no longer take the "pin pricking" type of pain on my feet whenever I walk, is affecting my everyday life now. Sometimes during exceptional situations, I have to force myself to take pain killer to relieve the pain. Although it does relieve all the pain caused by the corn, but how long can I rely on it?

Dear Santa, Please please please make this corn go away! *sob sob*

Before I sign off,
I wish everyone a Merry Christmas and remember to buy me presents if you love me! That might help to relieve some pain ya know? :P

我想写日记（一）

2010-11-27T23:19:00.003+08:00

星期六晴天晚上十一点十五分

请体谅我发牢骚，本博今天心情是阴天。

有时候觉得生活在城市里生活紧张又忙碌给了本人一些不必要的烦恼好像个无情的地方
但这一切也让你觉得很充实感觉好像不曾浪费时间青春正在喧哗。

可是，今天我真的累了。不，应该说超累，累到要命，精神都要崩溃。可能这一年来所发生的事让我觉得很不甘心，为什么那么倒霉。事业方面，我讨厌荒废了整一年的时间不受CPA承认，让我觉得现在的工作是从零开始。钱财方面，免谈都知道我倒霉到爆，一年里弄丢了5k, 幸好爸爸不断的救济我，不然生活就真是坎坷。当然种种不幸当中，在我人生低潮时，还有知己们的陪伴，有人逗我笑让我觉得这个城市还不错嘛！

虽然说要放下一切不愉快，但是“说容易做很难”，毕竟我也是个人，还得需要时间治疗，深深希望我明天会更好。

收拾心情当中，突然好想去旅行！！！

2011，欧洲我来啦！

:)

阴天

2010-11-27T17:51:00.002+08:00

唉！

真是倒霉到爆，年头不见电脑今天不见手机！肖虎的人真是不可思议的倒霉。我知道再说什么都不能改变实事，不过心里那种不开心的心情是无法形容。我不是个喜欢露出我不开心的人，但是要是我哭那肯定是我崩溃得要命的时候。

自从开始工作以后，烦恼不断的来。烦工作，烦钱财，现在还得烦运气！气死人！真是充满了甜酸苦辣。或许人生就是要这样才会精彩吧？

丢掉烦恼丢掉背包丢掉工作我要离开地球表面了！

好啦好啦，就当做破财挡灾，还是得收拾心情面对现实，我相信开心点运气也会渐渐地转好！:)

One particular moment in my daily life

2010-11-25T22:58:00.005+08:00

Sometimes after lunch, when I'm suffering from my 'postprandial fatigue' (sounds awesome right? I know!) I tend to feel very down, sleepy, lost, demotivated and etc all flooding me without a reason. The question I've been asking myself keep coming back to me again and again.

Sigh.

I hope I made the right decision. I know all this happen for a reason, somehow I believe in what people say 'meant to be' in life.

Ok, emo post.

Nights!

Happy Birthday to a Libra!

2010-11-07T00:35:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAROLYN LOH SUE YIN!

It's great that I met you in college, still in touch after college, and working at the same building next door. Sometimes just have to believe in fate right? For your 23rd birthday, I wish you have fun, less politic in work and a good year ahead! :)

I am a girl of my words, as promised I will give you a post on my blog since I lost the bet. I hope you're reading this, and popping champagne because not anyone can make it to my blog for a birthday, you have to buy me a good lunch! hahaha, joking joking.

I want to be the light.

2010-11-02T23:52:00.003+08:00

Have you ever wonder what others think about you?

Well, sometimes I do, and I always find myself to have the urge to ask my friends. But all the time I hold back rather not know so much. I hate the feeling of me being a disappointing person to others or maybe is me who dislike myself disappointed at others who doesn't understand me at all. I confess, I get pretty upset at people sometimes, for various reasons, but usually that doesn't last very long. After all, I only live once, why waste the time holding my disappointment towards others. I choose to spend more time loving those who deserve my love instead.

There's one thing I promise myself that I must learn, I must be learn to be forgiving and by doing so I find myself very contented. A happy Liping keeps everyone around happy too, I think ? Am I talking as if I make so much of a difference on others? Hahaha. Full of myself.

Anyway, I promise you, if I ain't the one who shines on you with happiness, I'll be the one who reflects it. :)

That's so much I have for my first day of work after such a long study break.
Nighty nights!
xoxo, you know I <3 you!

My August is more happening than yours.

2010-08-16T13:13:00.007+08:00

August is a month with so many birthdays and things to look forward to, everyday and every weekend I'm out and running around Kl-PJ like a homeless puppy. I'm basically everywhere in town, office-gym-restaurants-redbox-'home'-Giza-etc-etc till I don't recall what I've done or where am I. Thanks to Foursquare and now I can keep track of where I've been to.*yes I'm a loser* =I

In the blink of an eye, is the 2nd week of the month, 2 more weeks to come and I'll close another chapter of my life, if you know what I mean. Many congratulated me, thank you very much! :)

Last weekend I was supposed to be on a cruise with my colleagues in Penang, luckily I made the right choice in the end of not to join them because I've something and someone more important for me to spend my weekend more meaningfully.

Who are they?

My Leo babies.

Sue Hui & Pei Pei

Happy Birthday girls! You both are truly awesome in many different ways, xoxo!

+++Another Leo baby+++

Happy Birthday in advance to Theresa Ng Kah Shuen!
Thank you for being a wonderful friend and ex roommate to me. I really wish you could resign and get a job in KL one day! Sorry in advance again for not be able to celebrate your 24th birthday hehe. Promise will buy you cheese fondue when I'm back.

Despite birthdays, one last thing in the list, my Bandung trip by end of the month! Looking forward :D Should I get a camera before the trip? This is in my list.

Let me present to you the legendary.

Wait for it...

Diana F+.

Looks like a toy right? hahaha I know is not so cool like yo DSLR ! :P

Okay. Signing out.
Don't you love your August? I do.

Tuesday.

2010-07-13T21:50:00.002+08:00

At crossroads. Not so Jalan Sehala after all.

Who will catch me if I fall.

Marathon.

2010-07-08T23:51:00.003+08:00

It's been a while since I last ran for a 10km marathon. Initially I was pretty reluctant to commit myself into such a challenge again after 7 years of retirement from marathons. But with much encouragement and persuasion from my very gung-ho friends, I succumbed.

Oh well, anyhow they rock!!!! I have friends who made it within top 100 to top 1600 hahahaha! Do you want to make a wild guess ya girl here made it at top __ ? :P

No matter you make it at top 100 or top 2000, I'm proud of everyone of us who made an effort to sign up for the run! Here's a picture to remember.

Stay tuned. More to come by end of the year! :)

2010-07-05T23:31:00.006+08:00

After browsing my old pictures.
these are what I have selected and <3 !
Edited some to compensate my lack of updates.

My 24th Birthday cup cakes!

New Year party at you-know-where with the girls.

My close friends since primary. (",)

Her homecoming. Our pyjamas party. spot the heart?

Heeeeee! I feel like a 3 years old again. wink!

My best mother and son picture. Dance dance.

My best picture of the girls.
Super fail surprise party and I'm surprised that we failed. -_-

Can we have this party again ?
p/s: Don't ask why I edit this picture, if you know what I mean.

So much for tonight.

Nighty night!
xoxo.

Grey.

2010-05-24T23:06:00.002+08:00

*yawn* scratch backside.
I have so much to tell, yet don't know where to start.
Work makes my world turn Grey
Not colorful to blog at the moment

*BIG YAWN*

Saaleeeep!

Happy Birthday to Me.Myself.i

2010-05-20T23:29:00.004+08:00

This afternoon, as usual, I was looking at my client's EPF form eager to find out how old is she...
But something struck me, 'How old am I this year?' How can one ponder over such a question right? I guess must be the flu.

If you know me well enough, you should know what was I doing for my birthday, and you'll laugh.
This year I had a very quiet birthday, no wonder I don't remember. :/

But deep in my heart, I'm forever 21! *wink*

Happy Birthday lil'binbin.

Behold, my favourite gadgets !

2010-03-29T23:28:00.004+08:00

Always wanted to share which laptop I bought after the most unfortunate event of my life..

It looks like a Mac, but is not.
runs on windows 7
has a keyboard looks exactly like Sony Vaio
integrated with Altec Lansing speaker
Battery life up to 12 hours (depends on how you use)

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Keyboard

Jeng Jeng Jeng! :D (I want to give it a name ! )

Besides a laptop, daddy has been very generous lately.
He got me a Blackberry to replace my 2.5 years old Sony Ericsson slide phone.
And I'm loving it! I'm always connected and have something to scroll and browse when I've got nothing better to do. :)

My BB without her purple condom.

On a side note, my friends hate me for having a BB. I'm always typing typing when I am suppose to give my full attention to their conversation. Sooooreeeeee. I promise to off it ok! teeeheee.

1. Learn.

2010-03-10T23:56:00.003+08:00

I wonder is this a cycle?
Why is this happening?

I guess this is life.
I am not making a fuss about it.
I simply take how things goes around.
I will keep my mouth shut.
I promise. And I promise I will learn.

One of the many unwritten new year resolutions for 2010. :)

2010

2010-02-27T01:34:00.004+08:00

I don't believe that is a Friday night and I'm actually sitting at home blogging.
Yes, this blog has been quite dead for the past few months and now I finally have the time to update.

Here is a summary:
One, I started working as an auditor life has been very busy ever since then. The nature of the job requires me to be meticulous and stay focus most of the time which I think I'm still far away from that. :/

Two, I joined Fitness First all thanks to my dad being so generous to pay my monthly subscription :) I have been working out in the gym at least 3 times a week for the past 3 months, pretty awesome right and you must be thinking I have a very tone body right now? NO! not at all. I guess I workout just to maintain because OL's life is so fattening and also another reason why I always hit the gym is because I don't feel lonely and I get to kill time. fml. LOL.

Three, a burglar broke into my house few weeks before Chinese New Year, I lost 2 lappies and some imitation accessories *haha loser*. That's the most depressing moment of my life, what I did was switch off my handphone, sleep and get over it. For a while I felt like nothing good is happening to me.

Forth, I signed up for CPA Australia. I seriously need to get back to study mode and please wish me luck in exam yo! I have two subjects to kill this round.

Fifth, luck is not with me this year I failed again. Why is it always Yu-Jin who gets to win the big money during CNY! GARRRH! And I spent all my angpau money in less than 2 weeks. hohoho. Now I'm back to zero again.

For the year 2009, I didn't have a very good year. What I wished for never came true, but well what didn't kill me simply makes me stronger, I hope. :)) I never wrote myself a new year resolution for 2010, but I know what am I going to do and need to do this year. I'm going to make it or break it this time, if not, I might be heading somewhere else then.

I wish 2010 will be an awesome year for everyone I love including myself because this is my year *roarrrr*. Hahaha!

Signing off. Good night!

How I met my BFF.

2010-01-25T20:00:00.003+08:00

She loves David.
She loves junk food.
She dislikes animals but yet loves Ginger.

She can be mean, sometimes,
She can be loveable too.

She can't drive early this year,
but now she's driving dangerously.

She is friendly,
and she has a wonderful personality.

Today is her birthday,
I wish she has a wonderful year ahead and progress in her career.

Who is she? This is a secret I'll never tell. *IamaGGwhore* :P

So, back to the title, how I met my BFF?

I met her in 2004,
we walked to LRT almost everyday,
skipped lectures once in a while,
and graduated from the class of AJ5a.

Simple and wonderful.

Happy Birthday Darling!

lol,
lil'binbin.

xoxo!

[ .... ]

2010-01-07T23:45:00.001+08:00

My quest:

An [ ] bottle to pour.

掉了。

2009-12-06T17:36:00.002+08:00

黑色笑靥掉了雪白眼泪掉了
该出现的所有表情瞬间掉了

Talk about work.

2009-11-24T22:40:00.002+08:00

friend: "So how's work?"

me: " great, my life is wtf now!"

friend: "good, at least is not omg."

**** =_____=****

I feel like strangling my client today! bloody hell. don't ask me why, I will only summarize in one line, " KEEP YOUR ACCOUNTS PROPERLY" ((!))

****T_____T****

A new chapter.

2009-11-17T21:01:00.003+08:00

Finally the day has come for the nocturnal lil'binbin to sleep even before the clock strikes 12! fml. This is like the most routine thing I need to do at least for the coming *counting fingers* 27 years? (I want to retire latest by 50) :(( How nice if I can turn back time, I miss my carefree life as a student sooooo muchhhh! I'm going to quit the partying scene at least for weekdays! XD

I start my day with a hot shower and werrk, come back home end my night with a few hours of leisure and that's it, that's how I call it a day. whoossh! productive! Owh 1 interesting update! Everyone in the office speaks mandarin and cantonese o-m-g! T____T Do not mistaken me for looking down on mandarin literate people, I'm from a mandarin ed background too, but but but, can't you working people be more professional a little bit?! At least give me a chance to improve my atrocious ''ingelish''! sigh.

Ok stop ranting! At least I received motivating messages from people who love me and I love them back. I have my family to encourage me through phone calls, friends giving me support through msn lol, bf messaging me from Bangi and my bff messaging me from HK! I feel so lucky to have everyone's attention when I was lost and needed advice. Nothing can beat me because I have them with me!

Jealous? you should. :P

One word for lil'binbin before bed, perseverance!

Nightzz!

October.

2009-10-29T00:37:00.003+08:00

Hello Ding dong!
For the past two weeks, I barely have time to sit at home to stone and emo or pms over myself for not being productive, and I'm so happy about it. I get home late loaded with so much work to do till I have no time to sit down to read something. Despite clearing files and seeing stars after work, I have to deco the upcoming Halloween party at Duta Vista! All thanks to me being loquacious regarding the decorations, now I'm delegated to do it. T_T So die die damm busy also must contribute a little bit although I'm not the SIC! hahaha.. Please don't blame me if the deco turns out to be horrible.

Everyday after work after thinking what to decorate, I have to think about securing a permanent job, it is absolutely very 'fan' to hunt for a good job and a satisfying pay or perhaps a moderately-no exploitation pay. And I guess, no other profession is as exploiting as the route to being an accountant. I think I should stop ranting so much, my blog is going to be so damm sien!

Ok back to my busy schedule, I have an interview tomorrow (Please wish me luck) to attend, after lunch I have to work, after work I have to draw and crash. Friday I have the whole day for myself but there are so much things to do, I guess I will be more busy than usual working days. Friday night I have to dress up as a witch and start killing my victims with poisonous potions (vodka, rum, baileys, tequila, whisky and jagermeister oh wtf!) Don't say I never warn you! HAHAHA! Saturday I'm going for AAR's concert and Sunday is my convocation! Woohooo!

I love October! But but what will happen when November is finally here ? :( I've got nothing to look forward anymore! withdrawal symptoms ? I guess so.

Sad-turday!

2009-10-25T04:51:00.005+08:00

Life has been torturing ever since the day I started searching for a job. Just like any accountancy student I wish I could pursue my career as an auditor. But life ain't just like what you wish you could be. :/ Yes, I'm still unemployed and bumming around. fml. Tarot cards said I won't end up as what I wanted to. The road not taken perhaps?

Today my car battery went flat right before I intend to go out for lunch! Great. I had to unscrew the battery just to stop my car alarm from ringing, and I have no idea which screw driver to use. The whole scenario caught me up the whole afternoon, I was so not in the mood the whole day, basically PMS-ing. The other side of a bad day, I found myself a dress for Halloween party next Friday but still need to squeeze my brain on how to be a witch. :S

On a whole, Saturday is just good and bad, screw life, I went party with Pei at the end to get myself out of stress and worries. You can say I ain't in the right track financially, but what the hell I'm stress out mad! Probably you wouldn't see it in my face, but if you know me well, you can generally tell.

T____T

Balcony

2009-10-13T00:32:00.002+08:00

I have no idea what am I doing lately.

I'm trying to read the newspaper but it turned out that I could finish the whole article without knowing what is it all about.
I wanted to tidy my room, but ended up overdoing it and I get so upset with myself for not able to complete it in a day.
I wanted to play 'cho tai ti' so badly, but ended up simply clicking the cards just to finish the game without any intention to win.
I talked to my friend in the afternoon, but I don't recall what was I saying.
I wanted to party so badly, and I have a feeling I'm going to feel so lonely in the crowd.
I wanted to talk to someone about my worries, but I just couldn't do it and I ended up gossiping about others to distract myself.

Words are difficult to come out lately.
I'm very lame.
I'm trying my best on whatever I'm doing to meet expectations.

I miss sitting at the balcony like that night
I want to D myself crazy.
I want to K myself sometimes.

Cameron Highlands

2009-10-09T18:52:00.002+08:00

After many failed attempts, we finally made it ! Although is only Cameron Highlands, but is the crowd that makes the difference.
Is almost impossible to get everyone for a trip after we left high school, and this trip is the best to date. :)

Our best picture!

Here are a few pictures from strawberry farm:

Ooh yeah's (stupid nickname) best picture

Jiru Heng

Best tour guide

My best picture!

HAHAHAHA!

So when is our next trip? :)

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2009-09-23T15:27:00.002+08:00

Today I woke up, *correction* I wasn't sleeping until 730am this morning.. anyway the point is, today is just like any other day, nothing special, but the only difference is that you have to fly off this morning. Forgive me that I couldn't make it to bid you farewell.

I wish you have a great year ahead and enjoy your studies in Cambridge that you longed for! Finally bon voyage!

See you next year! :)

Just an impulsive thought

2009-09-23T15:00:00.003+08:00

Lately I don't know what has got into me, I have the urge of getting a smart phone very badly! But I still couldn't figure it out why I need it, not like I'm a very updating person who loves to share everything about me on the internet or perhaps I should say I am not happening enough to share anything! FML.

The fact that I'm not a very tech-savvy person is a good reason I shouldn't have one, Smart phone only came to my attention when it is very much hyped. The only thing I bother to look up when I was on vacation was facebook and perhaps sometimes a peek on twitter! Maybe I'm just an internet whore after all, but I shall refrain myself from getting one! This is impulsive buying, is a big no no to my daddy!

Anyway I can't afford to fork out so much for such luxury at this moment. I shall keep this in my wish list for my upcoming birthday! Ah-ha! I should start hinting my friends how much I wanted it from today onwards and by doing that I can foresee no one is going to celebrate my birthday next year.

hehehe. :P

Toilet Scene

2009-09-21T01:01:00.003+08:00

That night at the pub, while waiting for my turn in the toilet...

Girl: This place is brand new but hell the toilet stinks!

Me: Really? *sniff sniff* I smell alcohol.

Girl: o.O Oh gawd! I should drink more....

Next moment, the girl and her friends crashed the table and everything on it.

XD

Weekend! :D

2009-09-02T12:02:00.007+08:00

Bwarrrhhhh!

Checking emails on a daily basis seems like a routine job for the past 2 weeks. Everytime I sign into my Gmail, my heart is pumping at fast pace, I pray and pray hard not to receive a reject email from any job applications. Whenever my phone rings, I'll jump and run to reach out for the phone, hoping for a call for interview. Absolutely Pathetic. :/

Oh well but at least last weekend was fun and chilling. I left my worries behind, I left stress in KL, gave my laptop a rest and was off to Cherating. :)

I've been drinking every night throughout the weekend, sleeping by the pool, swim and stone in the sea, sleep on the couch by the bar, did a few rounds of flying trapeze and bungy bounce, kayak and sail in the sea. Sounds great? Yes indeed. :)

Club Med is definitely a great experience! I wish I don't have to come back.

Thank you, the trip was wonderful.

Period.

August.

2009-08-22T01:26:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Leos! you people rock my world!

Sometimes I wonder how's life without August babies?

Cheers.

Love,
lil'binbin.

Again and again!

2009-07-26T17:26:00.003+08:00

This is not the first time for me if you know me very well.

Every semester break I'll get myself a cut with or without any intention. knn! :/

I just get tired of going through this repetitively, nothing new this time, is my ear again, just the left one.

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taddaaa!

Happy Holiday lil'binbin!

Sabah

2009-07-15T23:52:00.009+08:00

This is a super backlog entry on my trip to Sabah not long ago. The owner of this blog is verrry lazy to update but since this is a memorable trip I push myself to write about it or at least highlight part of the itinerary.

First of all, this is my first baby trip to Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. I'm excited and at the same time nervous because the purpose of me going to Sabah is to hike Mount Kinabalu. Prior to this trip, I've been miserably sick for almost a month, not well trained and not prepared for the hiking, making me myself being doubtful on my ability to hike up the highest mountain of South East Asia. : /

To summarize the trip, on our first day, we checked into Kinabalu Pines Resort at Kundasang. It's the nicest resort around the area with breath taking view of a small town Kundasang and Kinabalu Park. We took a stroll around the town, visited the war memorial park and had a nice steamboat dinner.

Kinabalu Pines Resort, in black & white mode

We, being naive and have no idea how Mt. Kinabalu looks like, we thought that these mountains behind the village is Mount Kinabalu. We thought this is a piece of cake! What's all the fuss about having good stamina and being well trained? Cheh.

Our tour guide must be laughing at our absurdity. He came over and said, "wait till the clouds move away to clear the view..."

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o.O !! ......

Alright, the majestic view of Mount Kinabalu shook us a little. *gulp* But, no matter what we must make it for the 2 days 1 night hike, it's our mission for this trip!
On the next day we started hiking up to Laban Rata at 9am sharp, we managed to reach Laban Rata after a tiring 8 hours walk. It's the toughest hiking experience I ever had, but with determination and the right companions I made it to Laban Rata on time for dinner. :)

*Sorry no pictures of Laban Rata*

Being able to make it to Laban Rata is half the achievement of this trip, and the feeling of this achievement, I can't describe in words. I left 1000m+ to reach the summit and I can't wait to be at Low's Peak *the highest point of the mountain* tomorrow morning. The sad part of this trip is, due to unforseen circumstances, I felt sick AGAIN, I failed to make it for the hike on the next morning at 2am. Don't ask me why, I'm not going to narrate here, all I can say the weather is horrendous. :(

The stairways to heaven

I left Mt. Kinabalu with disappointment and I know some day, some time, with the right companion, I'll come back to conquer you! That I assure you!

On the next day after we left Mt.Kinabalu, we went island hopping to relax ourselves. To my surprise, I found out that I'm afraid of fisssssssssshhhhh! Shhhiiit. Must be my past experience I had in Phuket, luckily I never gung-ho go sign up for diving course. If not I must be the laughing stock of the year.

group picture

On the last day, we charter a car to drive up to Kudat to visit the bee farm, tip of borneo, the gong village, and a few longhouses which I don't remember the name because I was half asleep and too tired to get down from the car.

tip of Borneo

lil'binbin @ bee farm

Finally, I come to the end of summarizing the whole trip. Sorry if it's too simple because the owner is too lazy to narrate to upload pictures to recall what happened back then in Sabah in detail. :)

stay away

2009-07-02T01:20:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I wonder is it my problem or what?!

I find it so difficult to communicate with you people. Whenever we try to discuss we'll end up being upset and start accusing each other on the way we communicate. I'm in such a fucked up mood right now I think I'll simply want to blast on anyone that crosses my way!

-__- 100 truths?

2009-06-26T03:06:00.003+08:00

100 Truths!
I get this out of Facebook to fill my empty soul. Excuse me if it's too long for you.

1. last beverage→ limau ais
2. last phone call→ Kay-n
3. last text message→ Pei Square
4. last song you listened to→ All the songs from the 90’s in my list
5. last time you cried→ Snoopy died.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice → No
7. been cheated on → hmmm…
8. kissed someone & regretted it→ Yes
9. lost someone special? → Yes
10. been depressed? → Absolutely, especially during PMS.
11. been drunk and threw up? →Once *shy*

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black, white and Red.

THIS YEAR(2009) HAVE YOU:
13. Made new friends → Yes
14. Fallen out of love → Errrh.
15. Laughed until you cried → Yes
16. Met someone who changed you → Yes
17. Found out who your true friends were → Yes, I love all of them. :)
18. Found out someone was talking about you→ Yes. I wish I never knew about it.
19. Kissed anyone on your friend's list→ Yes.
20. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life?→ 99% of them
21. How many kids do you want to have→ Ideally 3, but don’t think I can take it.
22. Do you have any pets → No. :(
23. Do you want to change your name→ NEVER.
24. What did you do for your last birthday?→ A surprise party @ Velvet. XD
25. what time did you wake up today → 2pm -___-ll
26. What were you doing at midnight last night →Partying @ Velvet. >.<
27. Name something you CANNOT wait for →My result for Audit paper.
28. Last time you saw your father→1 month ago.
29. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? → Studyhard for A-levels.
30. What are you listening to right now → The wallflowers – One Headlight
31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → No.
32. What's getting on your nerves right now? → Big 4 being selective. :(
33. Most visited webpage → Facebook and blogs
34. What's your real name → Tham Li Ping
35. Nicknames→ lil’binbin
36. Relationship Status → complicated.
37. Zodiac sign → Taurus
38. Male or female or transgender? → female
39. Elementary School? →Super Kindergarten
40. Middle School → SRJK (C) Sin Min B
41. High school → SMJK Sin Min
42. Hair color → Black
43. Long or short → Long
44. Height → 166cm
45. Do you have a crush on someone? →Not at the moment.
46. What do you like about yourself? →Being truthful? Lol.
47. Piercings → Right ear.
48. Tattoos → no, will get one someday.
49. Righty or lefty → righty and lately I found out I can write with my left hand. : P

FIRSTS :
50. First surgery → 2 years ago on my right ear
51. First piercing → Form 4
52. First best friend → Phoebe Beh
53. First sport you joined →Swimming
54. First pet→ Snoopy
55. First vacation→ Don’t recall !
56. First concert→ Eason Chan
57. First crush→ Form 2

RIGHT NOW:
58. Eating → I don’t take supper. is a joke.
59. Drinking→ Water keeps me alive
60. Listening to → The wallflowers – One Headlight. Hey is a repeat question!
61. Waiting for → Bidding with Jiru Heng on Friends for Sale to end

YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids → Yes if I meet the right guy
60. Careers in mind → something involve with arts

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? :
68. Lips or eyes → Eyes
69. Hugs or kisses → hugs
70. Shorter or taller → Taller
71. Older or Younger → Older but not too old
72. Romantic or spontaneous - spontaneous
73. Nice stomach or nice arms → Nice arms
74. Sensitive or loud → sensitive
75. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
77. Trouble maker or hesitant →Neither one of this.

HAVE YOU EVER :
78. Kissed a stranger → no
79. Drank hard liquor → errrrrmmmm…
80. Lost glasses/contacts → duh.
82. Broken someone's heart → Sad to say yes.
83. Had your own heart broken → yes. 
85. Been arrested → no!
86. Turned someone down → Yes many years ago.
87. Cried when someone died →Don’t recall.
88. Liked a friend that is a boy → Duh.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself → Yes, but not all the time.
90. Miracles → Sometimes, to coax myself for not being too pessimistic on the matter
91. Love at first sight →No. I don’t live in a place full of fairy tales.
92. Heaven → I believe in nirvana.
93. Santa Clause →Yes When I was young.
95. Kiss on the first date? → no.
96. Angels → no.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yes.
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? →No. Is it fun?

Hey! this thing plays cheat! where is my no.99 question???
Ok, I add on myself.
99. What am I doing this weekend? -> Standard Charted KL Marathon!*proud*
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? →YES! Cut and paste now.

lil'binbin is sick. :(

2009-06-12T01:32:00.003+08:00

OHHHMYYGAAAWWWD. My flu is KILLING me. I can't do anything at all because I haaa-ciuuu so much, and I lost my concentration totally! I sound so croaky I can't even recognize my own voice when I speak. I was trying to be tough, not going to see a doctor, trying to beat the flu-cough-sore throat-fever all by myself for 4 days. But my determination cracks down when mom finally cannot take me being so stubborn, and asked me to see a doctor, and said the phrase, "GET THE BILL, I'LL PAY!"

Ok, I lost. *white flag* here you go virus, antibiotic is on the way.
no more sleepless nights. <---- lil'binbin likes this

Just to entertain.

2009-05-28T22:27:00.002+08:00

Spot my dad!
HAHAHA.... :p

Why 'why'?

2009-05-15T14:17:00.002+08:00

WHY WHY WHY?!

It's Friday and a wonderful weekend coming ahead. WHY am I not feeling happy and chilling at all??

Why am I not allow to go shopping since I'm so sien of my wardrobe?

Why am I not allow to go party although I'm on an alcohol ban?

Why am I not in Bangsar doing threading when my eyebrow is growing like Crayon Shin Chan?

Why am I not playing tennis when most of the time I'm doing dodge n pick' up the ball?

Why am I not going to gym although I've only signed up 1 week ago??

Why did I annoyed my friend on msn when she asked me why 'why', and she asked me go die?

Why am I surfing Facebook when I should be doing my work?

Why am I so stuck with thesis of ten thousand words?

Why am I blogging like this?

If I continue blogging like this, a whole list of WHY will be never ending until you will build hatred on my blog....

I'm longing for my emancipation.

This post is lame!

Back to work

Happy Birthday, lil'binbin!

2009-05-05T14:45:00.005+08:00

I can no longer deny that I'm still 22 today at the year 2009 because again, annually, the day has come for me to grow up, get old and be 23! So I thought I'll not be having any fantabulous birthday this year, but I was wrong, I should have realize that my friends will never let me get through 23 peacefully...

To summarize, I had an exhausting weekend!!!

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I had dinner with my close friends at Dainomon, thank you so much for coming out even though all of you are busy studying, working, and holidaying.

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And of course a birthday means a party-day too. I was 100% surprised on that night because I thought I was supposed to attend another friend's birthday party instead.*Stupid me* I am so sorry and excuse me for being reluctant to turn up initially. Thank you all alcoholics who turned up and made my Friday night special, especially my two girl friends. :P

I heart you both! xoxo.

But, why I had to lose my cool on this special weekend? :(

A very lame update

2009-04-29T13:21:00.001+08:00

Posting pictures out of boredom.

Spot me!

inferior.

2009-04-14T15:50:00.002+08:00

Why do I always get secondary treatment?? W.H.Y !!!

This is so depressing. =(

070409 showdown!

2009-04-07T01:46:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the big day! Though not so big as the general election, but at least is very important to my peaceful town in Sungai Petani, Kedah.

I must say I am a citizen with no interest in politics at all. I don't go for candle light vigil, I don't stay up on the net to read about politics, I don't go for pre-election speeches, and the celebration of Malaysia's foremost political tsunami at March 2008.

However, being a responsible citizen, i will no doubt gonna wake up early tomorrow to cast my vote! I have to say this in a dramatic way, 'believe it or not, I have never come across so many candidates in any election in my life.' ok wait, this is only my second time voting, haha, not so many times after all but is really ridiculous to have 15 candidates for one seat!!!

I believe Malaysians are not ding-a-lings, the memory of Perak state government incident is still very much a vivid memory. Good luck to all candidates.

The question remains, who am I gonna vote for? I remember daddy said, 'I must vote like him, if not i'm not his daughter!'
So, tomorrow I will cast my not-so-significant vote to you-know-who early at 7am!! Haha. Like father like daughter, so you know who I will vote for.

To,

*ahem*, I have a strong feeling I'm gonna win this bet! I know you're reading this. =D

I'm lovin' it!

2009-04-02T02:11:00.002+08:00

...Staying up late, have coffee and read journals are my current must-do activities!
This is a real update after 3 to 4 months of summer break slacking around and do nothing at home. Well, minus the 1 month of sickness and medications, I was absolutely no doubt extremely free for 3 months! I managed to level up my virtual online games to a pro gamer in a short period of time. well, that's cool for my record!

I am looking for someone to hypnotize me to be a workaholic for the coming 3 months. Seriously, how am I suppose to concentrate in front of a lappie for a consecutive of 4-5 hours a day? =/
Well, I guess by looking at the schedule for the completion of my thesis will give me some power to be hardworking. In other words, I need stress to make me work. Hah!

Looks like i love stress eh? yes, a love-hate relationship indeed.

+__+

2009-03-21T02:32:00.001+08:00

You know, is tough! =(

Get to know yourself better?

2009-03-06T00:55:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

青山黛玛

2009-03-02T01:00:00.008+08:00

You must listen to this!

雨天

2009-03-01T03:29:00.006+08:00

前一阵子
好久都没下雨
天气热得要发疯
天天埋怨为什么没下雨

不过回头想一想
我从来不曾喜欢雨天
我有三大原因为何我不喜欢

一，
雨天总是天气阴阴
午觉睡醒后
感觉特别寂寞
之后就整天坏心情

二，
本来都很懒惰
如果碰上了雨天
简直是要命！

三，
打扮得漂亮要出门啦
突然一场雨
就搞得很没心情出去
因为讨厌被淋湿

可是那天一场傍晚的雨
让我领悟了一些事情

我知道
我选择的路不是每个人都赞同
我知道
我越踩越深除非自己找到了解脱

我拿出一个小瓶子
把雨水装进瓶子里
我叫它为小影子
我无所不谈的知己
或许有了它我不再寂寞？

Hmmm.....

2009-02-05T03:48:00.003+08:00

An epitaph for myself

I know when you are reading this I will no longer be standing physically in front of you. Probably you’re in front of my grave weeping for my departure but before you continue, please stop weeping. For you have to understand, I’m a humble person with a humble wish, I wish all my friends and families will be happy no matter what happens. So as for my departure, kindly make this a memorable day to celebrate my existence in this world.

Let me introduce myself. My name is Tham Li Ping. Throughout my life, I have been told I’m a person filled with laughter and with an optimistic mind. I cheered people when they are sad, I filled people with hope when one lost hope in their life. I didn’t do it intentionally because it is my instinct which I never notice myself too. Because of my personality, I have lots of friends in my life, some of them are just friends that walked in and out of my life while some of them are really great friends which I wish I will have them as friends again my next life.

Although I am being positive towards others, deep inside, I am a person who will runaway when responsibilities fall on my shoulder. I guess routine jobs and duties eat out the happy-go-lucky cell in me. I believe I will only remain as your best friend to laugh with as long as I’m a free soul with no responsibilities. So, to end my speech here, let me remind you, do not keep my ashes in the urn at one miserable place for you to cry on when you are sad. Help me to free my soul from the soil and spread out into the ocean joyfully.

The day my ashes touch the ocean, is the day I truly set myself free! Make my departure a day you must celebrate annually, like how you celebrated my birthday! =D

Adios!

My friend made me wrote this for her assignment. Psychology students kinda freak me out with their homework! >"<

Salut 2009!

2008-12-30T17:02:00.006+08:00

It's the end of 2008.

A year passed by so fast,
too fast for me to pause and take a look at others.

Along the way,
luckily I have my Ixus75 with me...

Here are some recap of 2008:

1. Completed 2 months internship at KPMG.

*I lost my picture with the interns* =(

2. I went Hanoi with mummy & cousins.

3. Portable Sony Playstation as a birthday present. =D

4. Hopped on Airasia to visit kayn at UQ.

5. Skiing @ Mt.Buller

6. A trip to Nickelodeon Central @ Dreamworld !!

7. White water rafting at Sg.Sedim

8. Holiday is fun! So I played with my hair. Here goes...

-The End-

Au revoir 2008!

I HAD A HEART ATTACK!!!!!!!

2008-12-13T02:01:00.001+08:00

PS!!!!

口香糖

2008-11-19T14:10:00.002+08:00

口香糖
不吃甜的我
从来都不喜欢

不知何时
他给了我
一包薄荷口香糖
我顺口吃了它

突然一个早上
口香糖吃完了
没有它很不习惯
出门前没它在口里
仿佛早上忘了冲凉好不自在

我
匆匆忙忙
奔向便利店
寻找一模一样的口香糖
给了钱快手把它放进口里

奇怪?
怎么感觉不一样
难道
怀念的不是味道而只时习惯

算了
我不再为了不必要的习惯
破坏我的早晨
提起勇气
吐出口香糖丢进垃圾桶里
没了你
我会活得更好

口香糖
我寻找的是感觉不是习惯

Blame you, blame me not.

2008-10-29T19:47:00.004+08:00

To my dear neighbour,

The accident happened today was a tragic. I am willing to give my sympathy and share all your sorrow. The lost you suffered worth the attention of the whole neighbourhood, it was a loud big bang on your precious car.

The big bang was subsequently continued by your amplified argument with the poor uncle who I think is the most unfortunate person. He has to be the one to tolerate you and your cousins- uncles-aunties-granny-siblings-ah neh-macha bullying behavior on the incident happened.

I guess karma has been served on you being an inconsiderate driver for these years. Your nonchalant attitude of parking your car gave the ultimate nuisance to the neighbourhood, what happen today serves you right.

+today and again, you make an excuse of the accident, you park your very posh car- toyota camry right in front of my gate! Now, you should know why I love you so much.

At last, all the best to your car and Happy Deepavali !

lil'binbin.
-your lovely neighbour-

Membising Seperti Nightmarket - M S N

2008-10-13T01:24:00.003+08:00

This is a record breaking msn chatroom with 12 participants from different continental, we literally speak hokkien, english, mandarin and BM all at one time. It is as noisy as pasar malam!

Back in action! aja!

2008-10-09T02:03:00.007+08:00

Bruce lee,"aja-aja"...

I am back from a 10 days long holiday!

Lil'binbin hates to come back KL with loads of work in pending mode.

I remember before the holiday, i promised to work like a hardcore on my assignments back at home. But, but, but, when holiday strikes, with the way I spent my holiday remain constant, confirm gonna fail to finish whatever i promised. so, not much difference this round. I knew it *sigh* x10

The price to pay being the ultimate procrastinator, is to finish 2 assignments in a week with more than 20journals and 5 lengthy chapters to read up (!) knowing me style of working, I will see myself a deadpersondoingassignment for a week!!!

Updates on holiday? after 15th oct 2008, if i'm still alive.

Wake me up when September ends

2008-09-21T00:23:00.002+08:00

....it's just an ordinary weekend.

Yeah, finally I have one weekend with no assignments dateline to worry about, but sadly I have limited money left in my purse to last me for another week. Couldn't afford for a non necessary trip to friends house too, due to lack of money to pump petrol.

With excessive time I have during the weekend, I laze around balas dendam sleeping like a sleeping beauty for 12 hours, and I seriously need to dapao my mood to study like a hardcore from now on! I am not catching up if I don't bother studying now!!

Currently, I'm dying to go home for Raya. Can't wait for friday to come, i miss home very much! Despite, my money will only last me till Friday, must rush home...... haha.
Well then, it seems like I fast the whole month of September with no partehs, shopping, and unnecessary lepak-ing. I am very homely this month. An Ace for myself! =)

Study.

遥远的祝福

2008-09-16T23:22:00.004+08:00

给王宇轩,

中秋节快乐!!

你无数的要求要我买月饼给你在 facebook

让我觉得你在 Melbourne 一定是好孤单

这个部落是特别为你而刊登

让你知道我们在炎热的大马还很想念你!

我是路人甲

2008-09-11T00:47:00.002+08:00

cik-cak, cik-cak

拍一拍

我的观念
只是拍一拍
人生快乐的纪录片
好愉快

不开心的
洗一洗
按按清除键
好愉快

好的东西要会珍惜
因为难找
所以别粗心别忽略
要把握

但不被珍惜时
只好放手让它像流沙一样
因为握着会更伤
手放开

因为明白以上所说的
所以情愿
我是路人甲

Malicious software

2008-09-02T22:48:00.002+08:00

VBS: Malware gen

Watch out you silly malware! Stay right where you are, and wait till I get my hands on you.

I am gonna get the best, marvelous, coolest, fastest, most efficient and FREE Anti-malware software to kick your absurd arse out of my Computer!!!!

I gonna quarantine you in the quarantine file your whole life for corrupting my 2Gb Pendrive to a non-recyclable trash!

KNN.

Period.

Happy Birthday daddy!

2008-09-02T21:00:00.000+08:00

Thank you for all you gave to me these years.

I love you very much. =)

Muacks muacks.

它说......

2008-08-29T17:42:00.004+08:00

玻璃片, 正在检.

骄傲的人, 几时才懂得自己走下台!

Joyeux Anniversaire Theresa!

2008-08-25T00:41:00.003+08:00

Lil'binbin-Jing en-Theresa-Hor yann

Although I ain't no hardcore in singing, but for the sake of your birthday, I break my usual outing style and sang 'Happy Birthday' song to you along with our buddies with their remix version! Hope you love it. =)

Last night, reminded me how much I still miss you as a roommate.

Joyeux Anniversaire.

xoxo.

At last, it's Sunday!

2008-08-18T14:47:00.007+08:00

I long wanted to meet up with Boon Peen for a long long time!

The last time I saw him was last year November, he drove all the way from Kota Damansara to my house and repair my computer! How sweet. =)
Ever since then, he left college and started up a family business at Jalan Alor.

Finally, on one odd Sunday, we manage to plan out something with Hong Thian, the most busy person among us for a meet up.

PeenPeen & PingPing @ Luna Bar.

Joanne. Lamppost. Hong Thian

Darren. PeenPeen. PingPing.

A drinking session with my best friend which I long missed was awesome! We tried hard not lose ourselves to the muachi & big-small-fish game, unfortunately we suck at all the games we come out with!

We still very sober at the end ok!

We intend to chill longer at the bar... but, it closes at 1am on a Sunday night, such a kill joy right?
So the next time we meet up, we swear it will never fall on a Sunday night again! O_^

That's all for the weekend and it killed the most in me.

Now I have many brain cells to recover to finish my homework for Tuesday AGAIN!

Appieee Burrfdaee Pei Square!

2008-08-18T03:17:00.009+08:00

::Friday::

Call it coincidence or what, I have all the meet up with friends and birthday parties in the same weekend, and so happen two assignments were postponed to another week for good, so how can I reject all the plans with no excuses? :)

Having Pei Pei's 22nd Birthday on Saturday, the party girl never fails to party hard on the night before her big day. Pei picked Zouk out of other clubs simply because it will be pretty empty for just her friends to party without being squeezed by the crowd.

Lil'binbin & Pei Pei

The gurls..

Jen.L.Leonard.

The party started late at 12am with everyone arriving late excluding me, and the parteh went on until 2am when Pei Pei was knocked-out by Graveyard specially ordered by her very-well-beloved sifu!
The story after her being KO,well, you won't wanna know more...

::Saturday::

Pei's birthday celebration didn't end just one-night-in-zouk!
Her best friends from Seafield planned a surprise BBQ party for Pei and Zhen Yang since both of their birthdays are only few days different.

As Pei is always the one trying to give surprises to people, we need extraordinary good lying skills to trick her out for the party. Jen lied to her saying will bring her to spa in Sunway Hotel, while me and the others try to date her out for dinner after her spa, needless to say, with great liars like us around, Pei actually did dress up to prepare well for the spa and dinner which never exist.

Alex with his dog stick tryin' to start the fire! Hold it ladiees!

Poolside BBQ with extremely dim lighting..

Pei x2 + lil'binbin

BBQ session ended at 1030pm, we raced ourselves to barbecue almost all the food we have and off we go to Lookup Point @ Ampang for a midnight picnic!

Most people at Lookup Point are lovebirds in pair, enjoying the night view of Kuala Lumpur hugging each other. Sadly, that night, a group of devils spoiled the loving moment of everybody, we carried the big ice box with chicken wings, mashed potato and black label to picnic and camwhore! Muahahaha *evil*

How much we interfere? Hah.

To Pei Pei,

Happy 22nd Birthday darling!

You have been a very nice friend to me since the day I know you!
As a wish for your birthday, I wish our friendship will prosper with no limits! =)

Love,
Lil'binbin.

You will see.

2008-08-13T00:35:00.002+08:00

I will never fail You.

I know you are stalking my blog everyday, you know what I'm talking about.

Tuesday is like never ending.

2008-08-12T18:40:00.004+08:00

Starting this semester,

I will have very very long long never ending everlasting Tuesday!!

I have to drag myself up from the bed at 6.45am for class, drive and sneak my way through the massive jam in LDP, paid 2 miserable-short-distance-yet-expensive toll to reach college in half an hour time. Then, there goes my 9 hours lecture-tutorial marathon.

Today, is like no other special Tuesday.

I reach home and feesl like gonna crash.

Hell.

Being an angel for a good cause!

2008-08-04T00:39:00.003+08:00

I have no idea since when I always have to keep those news I heard a secret.

The conversation usually starts and ends with an unusual way,

Anonymous (starting): Hey, I tell you something...

Anonymous (ending): hey, you pretend you dunno anything okay?! Secret.

Lil'binbin: wth. Why feed me news then make me keep it a secret and always pretend not to know?
=/

The next time you meet me and if you think I'm being ignorant and don't give a shit to you, think twice. I might be just pretending after all, as my name is Angel of Secrets. lol. What a nick.

Gold Coast (11th - 15th July)

2008-07-29T20:18:00.002+08:00

The last few days in Brisbane were quite chilling, we no longer have to wake up as early as 5am like we used to do in Melbourne.

On Sunday, we went Gold Coast.

We chose Dreamworld despite the other worlds because of Nickelodeon! :D I've been a fan of Nickelodeon since young, I even have my yahoo mail: nickelodeon tham *don't laugh*,so no doubt that I will definitely want to pay a visit to Dreamworld.

Dreamworld

The scariest ride of all

The pussy rides

Among all the 6 thrilling rides recommended, I find that The Claw looks the scariest of all but surprisingly it was not as scary as I thought. In fact, The Giant Drop like we have in Genting Highlands was the most thrilling. The 30seconds hanging on top before the drop was AWESOME!

Some must-take pictures in Dreamworld.

Yay!

Cold Rock, yummy! WAH. so much for a dinner

After the rides, we went back Brisbane on the same day, me, travelling illegally with my concession ticket. That night itself we spend hours walking in the city, I had Cold Rock ice-cream

and Korean food as dinner. It's a little too much for the two of us. After the dinner, we went Three Monkeys for a drink with Jason and Calvin, I wanted to have some liqour, but turn out to be ginger beer for the night. hmm... =/

Three monkeys.

On my last day, we put up a night in Surfers Paradise by renting an apartment. By 5.30am, Eva and Kay-n escort me to the bus station nearby, I catch the 5.50am bus and walk 500metres to Coolangatta Airport by myself. Not bad huh?!

Before boarding, Kian ban and his friends were upset, they have all their girl friends sending them off in the airport. It seems difficult for them to wave and say good bye. As for me, I have no one to wave and good bye to, but it's fine, I know I trouble my friends enough. :D

To Kay-n:

Thanks for being my host for two weeks. I hope I gave you no trouble besides snatchin' your blanket, droolin' on your bed, messin' up your room and erm, eating your korean mee? hehehe.

Since I have no chance to buy you anything in Australia, I promise myself to buy you a nice dinner when you are back in Msia okay?! You get your pick darling!

Again, I MISS YOU!!!!!

Love you long time,

Lil'binbin.

A fullstop on my long vacation!

2008-07-29T15:12:00.004+08:00

Today is the 2nd day of a new semester, which means monday officially is the fullstop on my long vacation! Is a custom to me for not turning up on the 1st week for classes, I bet anyone who knows me will notice how I deal with the kick off for the new sem. =p

As usual, I will only travel back to KL on the Thursday afternoon, letting Friday be the only day for me to deal with signing up for tutorials & pay my bills to the college. On Friday night, Hoon Chuan will meet up with me to talk over some apprenticeship program he is going to launch soon, he is trying hard to put me in his team in the future and I hope I won't disappoint him! hehe.

Ohh and make a guess how many pictures I develop out of the 7gb of pictures I have in my computer?
I paid dearly for keeping these memorable pictures!
To finish the task, i'm hunting for album refills to arrange them now. *phew*

To: Phoebe Beh

2008-07-28T19:19:00.003+08:00

creation of: Yee Xuan, Ming Kiat & lil'binbin.

Good bye to my long time best friend Phoebe Beh, i'm sorry for not being able to see u fly off.

Miss you very much!!

I still don't have her contact no. in Australia !! urghhh...

The aftermath.

2008-07-27T20:51:00.002+08:00

I don't remember how I get bruises on my leg.
I had hazy memories throughout the weekeend.

Melbourne (6th-10th July)

2008-07-23T13:01:00.024+08:00

Melbourne in winter

Well besides hanging around in Brisbane, Melbourne is part of my itinerary of the trip. As it was my first time in Melbourne too, I'm kinda looking forward as well.

I have to give credit to Kay-n for getting the 6 of us a pretty cheap flight for the trip, and the only thing we have to sacrifice is our sleep, to depart at 4a.m from Union College to Brisbane Airport with the Maxi-cab?

Hotel Discovery, wait till you discover the room....

ohh, what the.... (before room keeping)

Hotel Discovery was a little bit disappointing, I was expecting some what better than the one in Phuket Town which we only need to pay RM18 per night. =/Well, I know I can't afford to ask for more in Melbourne.

We spend the 1st day walking around the city during the day and a try of luck in Crown casino.

Queen Victoria Market

The city.

Despite walkin' around the city we booked ourselves a trip to Mount Buller on the 2nd day from the information centre at Federation Square. It was really tiring to wait for the boys to decide whether or not to sign up for skiing and I made my point clear that I will go with majority, believe it or not, it took them almost an hour to decide. man, these boys are so indecisive, what happen to them?

I went skiing. addictive.

We rent a car for our 2 days road trip to Phillips Island and the Great Ocean Road, and we have Jason and Eva to be the drivers. =) Although I'm a pretty good driver, no one seems to trust my skill on a 8 seater car, so all I need to do is to get down and snap pictures whenever we stop by and the rest of the journey, I zzzz..zzz.zz......*drool*

Koala bears. Cheated.

Great Ocean Road

Twelve Apostles

That's our 4 days trip in Melbourne and is not enough.

I say I wanna go again one day! =D

N O O S E T A D P U L L I W

SCREAM!!!!!!!

2008-07-21T11:48:00.003+08:00

TERMITES MADE MY BOOKSHELF THEIR HOME!!!!

I HAD STAINS ON MY FAVOURITE PATRICK SHIRT I BOUGHT FROM DREAMWORLD!!!!

OH FUCK. I AM SO IN A SCREAMING MOOD RIGHT NOW.

Brisbane (3rd-5th July)

2008-07-18T18:06:00.014+08:00

My trip to Australia is the thing I look forward the most through out the whole year of 2008. I was really excited because there are so many 1st time in this trip. I hope I don't sound jakun at all.

The flight to Gold Coast was the longest flight ever in my life and the custom officers are so anal they seriously give you a hard time entering Australia. =/

Well, all these hassle ain't no big deal for me and my travelmates. The excitement in us is way too overwhelming!!

See, still so cool.....

My host for the trip is no one other than..

Kay-n

I was picked up from Gold Coast Airport by kay-n & Eva after 2 hours upon arrival. They came all the way from Brisbane which took them more than 2 hours to reach Gold Coast just to pick me up, I feel so honoured. They could have just left me there to travel alone to Brisbane like a lost pig. hah.

In Brisbane,

I have to be a 'pendatang asing' in Kay-n's place, Union College. Whatever it is, I had a great time being a not welcome guest by the management in the college. lalala...eventhough I was caught having illegal breakfast just one day before I'm gonna leava Australia. *bluekkk*

This is where I sleep...

Kay-n's room. I'm part of the reason why it's so messy! =)

DFO.

Miccati. Coles. Oh Shit! it's raining.

That's Australian Kebab prepared by Miccati.

After the dinner at his house, we rushed back to Union College to prepare for Melbourne trip.

N I A G A E T A D P U L L I W.

Yeeaaahoo!!

2008-07-16T00:24:00.007+08:00

N O O S E T A D P U L L I W

I don't care.

2008-06-17T21:13:00.005+08:00

I am suppose to study for my last subject taxation law.
I know I shouldn't be updating this blog.

But, damm, i'm so blooody furious.

I found out that close friends who know me years since high school actually think that i'm a calculative person. I have no idea what give them such an idea. I never in my life being calculating every single penny with anyone of them. That's what makes me so darn mad when people simply make a statement and presume I deserve that.

To anyone out there who happens to read this post and if you think i'm just a money matters person, I will not defend myself, as long as I know I was never one, I don't give a damm. Sorry, if you feel offended. But i just feel so scotching hot with this weather and along with this ridiculous statement of yours.

I feel good now.

Ohhh Pheeewie

2008-06-13T18:08:00.003+08:00

Finally I managed through the most struggling week of my exam.

With 3 papers done, now I have to put full concentration on my final lap to Taxation Law. A less than 2 weeks long exam seems like years to me, finishing all the reading materials in less than a week is a real hell. But thank goodness, at least 2 out of 3 subjects I think I can make it through, not counting external reporting. Reporting is the real disastrous paper and I hope Tax will not be much worse than that.

Today is the 1st time I actually finish an accounting paper earlier by half an hour. Man, it feels good. Mr. Selva is definitely my best lecturer, he really teaches the subject well, and I hope I will be assign to him for my final year project.

Well, as a reward for the hard work I sacrificed for the two last week, i'm gonna watch Euro tonite! I miss watching football. hmmm, since when I get so addicted? :S

Make a guess?

2008-06-08T22:26:00.000+08:00

What does mayonnaise and sperm have in common?

Price Hike!

2008-06-05T21:26:00.002+08:00

I will definitely think twice on going out with a car now!

Random Update

2008-06-05T21:14:00.004+08:00

Exam is just a week ahead...

Streessss....

I know i can't afford to screw it, priority must be given to my studies, but i have tonnes of emotions inside of me every now and then!

I HATE that!! -_-

忙里抽闲.平安背后的恐惧

2008-05-16T19:02:00.004+08:00

原本,
用华语写写部落格是一时贪玩
哪知道却受到身边朋友的赞赏
沾沾自喜.

熬了两周
堆积如山的功课总算来到了尾声
在这一刻
无功课. 一身轻
好愉快!

不久前,
邻居遭匪徒行劫
吓得我提心吊胆
因此,
失眠了好几晚
可恶.

真希望我是死亡笔记里的夜神月
为公正, 惩罚罪恶!

大马的治安
已经不如当年所谓的天下太平
本博,
出门还辛苦过完全不出门
可悲啊!

现在出门的心态,
如有不对劲,
就......
"三十六计, 走为上计"

撇!!

性格测验

2008-05-15T22:33:00.001+08:00

我觉得
准确性:50%

付出型（和藹慷慨，富同情心）

您是外向、快樂、活力充沛、友善、自信、討人歡心，尤其是樂於助人。
您自願為他人提供時間、精力及物質，而且您所贈送的禮物總是經過精心挑選。
您的世界是以人際關係為主，面對別人的需要和感覺有天生的同理心，能調整自己以迎合他人的需要。甚至更徹底地成為別人想要認識的那種人。
您會因應不同的人而有不同的表玩，卻不帶任何欺騙成分。

優點：
您會給他人無條件的愛，讓人覺得溫暖。對別人和善，並且經常給別人鼓勵。

缺點：
當人們對您的不斷付出不以為意，或是視而不見時，您會表達出強度足以震驚他人的情緒或憤怒。

愛情：
專注於一對一的關係，一旦選定和某個人交往，會以精心設計又而深具誘惑的手段攻擊目標，直至「追到手」為止。

您對自己能讓人人都想和您成為情人的能力感到洋洋得意。
「我能讓每個男人感覺自己就像個國王，即使只是共處一夜。我能讓他因為我拿酒杯的特定方式，就永遠都忘不了我。若這是一段較為長期的關係，我會深入調查他所喜歡的一切，驅使這個人上癮。」

安定方位：自我型
在安定的狀態下您會增強情緒的一面，有從親密關係中抽身而出的傾向。

壓力方位：挑戰型
當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時，您會變得專制、易怒，最後勃然大怒。
不願遭受控制的慾望會擴大至對自由的渴望，為了維護自己的立場，以平常不曾表現過的方式去抗拒他人的要求。

建意：
注意個人的成就及價值
告訴別人您的需要，並讓他們為您而做
注意「多重人格」的衝突

最渴望：被愛，被別人需要
最恐懼：孤獨，不被喜愛
最難達到的美德：謙卑 (Humility)
最難克服的執念：奉承 (Flattery)

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我想说(一)

2008-05-12T12:37:00.004+08:00

最近好多人写部落格
就连吴珈璇也一样
但她们写的都是华语
我的华语水准和她们相比差得好远
不过我也想偿偿用华语部落
好玩

近来
身边好多较要好的朋友都要去澳洲深造
听了都有点伤心

不久前
菲比告诉我她也要去澳洲深造又搞移民
奇怪的是我没有了伤感
而是一股心酸
为何我又是最后好几位才知道呢
唉!
没什么没不开心
我变得心平气和
也因此没了牵挂

人生就是这样啦
你重视的别人不重视
你不理会的偏偏特别重要

08年
我学会了
不理不睬的过人生

快乐.
我懂了!

B E I J I N G 2 0 0 8

2008-05-09T21:10:00.003+08:00

I saw this at someone's blog, i can't help it but to make a post of it
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It's creativity with a sense of humour
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K-pop i'm addicted!

2008-05-09T17:52:00.006+08:00

I know I'm the most lagging person in the world.
When the whole world were fantasizing over the Korean Entertainment Industry, I'm still behind centuries watching NOT-popular-anymore-dramas from Hong Kong. *shy*

I remember 3 years back, i was laughing at my dad watching Korean drama like an addict.
I don't get what issit so great about ? I bet all the stories will end up like winter sonata? autumn in my heart? Probably i was too bias. But Autumn in my heart is definitely not my choice of drama ever!

But today, after 3 consecutive years being bias over Korean Entertainment Industry, argh, i fell in love, i'm just lovin' it !!!!

Why? because i find that their story lines are just as hilarious as the HK movies or dramas, or perhaps even better.

Plus ++++++++

with hot hunks + chicks like these, how can anyone resist not watchin' Korean dramas.

Dad, no wonder u laugh when the girl in the tv laughs as well. XD

At the same time, i realize why Taiwanese like this don't make it big...

Fahrenheit? Wu-zhun?

"SAU PEI LAH"-cantonese.

Now i'm flooding all the Korean Entertainment blogs, rockin' my world with Korean music, watchin' Korean movies, soon, after finals will be DRAMAs!!!! *roar*

Thought of the day

2008-05-04T01:50:00.003+08:00

4th May 2008 suppose to be my happiest day.

But, i have no idea why am i feeling so empty?.

Probably because of no celebration this year? nah. i think i enjoy having a quiet one.

I guess life is just so not fun as a person grows older by each year.
Everything seems to change, more and more important things come into the limelight, more responsibility to bare, more changes to get use to, more routine jobs to be done and yada yada yada......

At this moment,

How i wish i'm still a child,
at least,
inside my small lil'world,
i'm happy but not empty.

How i wish i still have my close friends with me in the heart,
which was once a friendship,
but now,
broken into pieces,
no one bothers to stitch it up.

How i wish i still have Snoopy,
who was once my best companion,
but now,
rest in peace under the soil.

How i wish i still have <50kg,
which was the most satisfying,
but now,
i'm on a diet which never works.

Finally, how i wish i could turn back time.

Happy Birthday, L I L' B I N B I N.
I wish when the sun rises tomorrow morning, it will be the day I move on to be a better person and live life to the max with no regrets.

Cheers.

Say tak nak to exam!

2008-04-29T20:34:00.007+08:00

The magnificent highlighter for the whole pile of boring notes!
Yes. Its time for me to start studying since now that i know my exam schedule is so tight.

how tight? see this,

10th June: Biz strategy
11th June: External Reporting
13th June: Mgt Accounting 2
19th June: Taxation law

With 3 subjects tied into 4 days during exam, i bet my brain will be super exhausted! So now is the time to start feeding my brain with lecture notes. >.<

I know my determination for this won't last long. I need music.

After 15mins..........
If i'm given a chance to choose my birthday present. It will be a cure for my laziness.

so, guess what i'm doing?